Murdered by boredom.

What kind of parents don't let their daughter to her friend's birthday party and instead forced her to tag along to their college reunion, which they perfectly knew will be full of fat bald men and sagging fat women in their fifties and talk nothing but politics and their unforgettably fulfilling college life, and if during the event she shows a tiny bit of boredom or unwillingness to mingle with the super-tedious crowd, they'll go berserk and yell at her for being sooo fucking "ungrateful"??????? geezzz gimme a break, and my own life if u don't mind!!

So yeah, today started out sweet (too sweet maybe) and then THIS happened. And FYI, I'm still at the oh-so-exciting reunion right now, right this second. I wish I could make out a false alarm that a huuuge flood is coming so we all can just scurry back to our own houses. What sucks is that I obviously can't call any of my friends to seek comfort right now since they are all at the goddamn party.

I'm sure you are all tired of hearing my ungrateful blabbers, so let's just talk about yesterday instead. You know that feeling when you ate too much sugar and you get all hyped up and such but your tongue turned numb anyway? Yeah that's the kind of state i was in when i climbed up to my bed yesterday night. All flowery and dreamy and full of upcoming hopes yet also speechless. Like, dumb-struck love-struck speechless, not believing what just happened speechless. And all that was over a guy, whom I only met for 2 whole weeks 5 months ago, who happens to be 100000000000000 miles away, and who promised that we'll meet again in 1,5 year time (that is after his graduation).

ADILLA IS A PATHETIC WEIRDO

The thing is, what are the boundaries of being pathetic and realistic anyway? I mean, I've met him in person, I've talked and laughed with him, I've touched and hugged him, I've felt his lips, I've felt his heart beat, but still the only thing that connects us right now is a piece of shit called technology, and imagine if we were living in the stone age, how would we know that we miss each other every single remaining day??

PATHETIC, ADILLA, PATHETIC!!

Oh yaaay we're going home now! FINALLY!